Tulisa Contostavlos: "I Wish Fazer Had Been My First Love"

25 September 2012, 11:31

The 'Live It Up' singer speaks candidly about her teenage years in her new autobiography Honest.

Tulisa Contostavlos has revealed that she wished her former boyfriend and N-Dubz bandmate Fazer had been her first love.

The 'Live It Up' star makes the comments in her new autobiography, Honest: My Story So Far, which is released this week.

In the latest snippet from the book unveiled in The Sun, Tulisa says she was 14 when she lost her virginity and that she now regrets it happened when she was so young.

"All the time I was on and off with Fazer, he really wanted us to have sex but he was a gentleman about it. And now I'd given myself away to someone else," she writes in the book.

"I very much regret this now, and I wish that Fazer had been my first, but it wasn't to be."

The singer also admitted that her "overwhelming craving to be loved" had led her into some "very bad relationships".



She added: "I hoped if I slept with a guy he would look after me and make me feel loved, and I wanted to be looked after and loved more than anything."

Tulisa's autobiography sees her discuss her rise to fame, including her career with N-Dubz and as a solo star, as well as her role as a judge on The X Factor.

Maggie Lindemann with Roman Kemp

WATCH: Maggie Lindemann Let Slip Her Next Tune Is With A Major UK Artist, But Who Could It Be?!

Snapchat Accounts Ariana Kim K Rita Ora

80+ Of The Biggest Celebrities You Really NEED To Add On Snapchat Today

Capital Metadata - Capital App March 2017

Want To Control The Music On Capital? Now You Can With Our New App - My Capital!

  • Top Ten
  • 11 - 20
  • 21 - 30
  • 31 - 40
  1. 1
    Bridge Over Troubled Water artwork
  2. 2
    Despacito (Remix) artwork
  3. 3
    Wild Thoughts artwork
  4. 4
    Smile For Bradley artwork
  5. 5
    Mama artwork
  6. 6
    Strip That Down artwork
  7. 7
    Your Song artwork
  8. 8
    Power artwork
  9. 9
    2U artwork
  10. 10
    Slow Hands artwork
  11. 11
    One Last Time artwork
  12. 12
    Attention artwork
  13. 13
    There's Nothing Holdin' Me Back artwork
  14. 14
    Symphony artwork
  15. 15
    Shape Of You (Remix) artwork
  16. 16
    I'm the One artwork
  17. 17
    Skin artwork
  18. 18
    Malibu artwork
  19. 19
    Unpredictable artwork
  20. 20
    Unforgettable artwork
  21. 21
    Pretty Girl (Cheat Codes x Cade Remix) artwork
  22. 22
    Galway Girl artwork
  23. 23
    Came Here For Love artwork
  24. 24
    No More Sad Songs artwork
  25. 25
    On My Mind artwork
  26. 26
    Crying In The Club artwork
  27. 27
    Swalla artwork
  28. 28
    No Promises artwork
  29. 29
    Something Just Like This artwork
  30. 30
    That's What I Like artwork
  31. 31
    Feels artwork
  32. 32
    Castle On The Hill artwork
  33. 33
    Bad Liar artwork
  34. 34
    Stay artwork
  35. 35
    Solo Dance artwork
  36. 36
    Instruction artwork
  37. 37
    Did You See artwork
  38. 38
    Perfect artwork
  39. 39
    Wall of Glass artwork
  40. 40
    Don’t Matter Now artwork
  • Top Ten
  • 11 - 20
  • 21 - 30
  • 31 - 40
Visit the site